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A Tale of my Two used to be "Friend"

  Ternyata cerita drama atau sinetron itu klo kejadian ke diri lo sendiri itu lebih sakit adanya ngejalaninnya. Gw mau cerita ttg dua orang yang "dulunya" pernah jadi temen gw. Yang satu temen gw di sekumpulan grup pecinta alam yang suka naik gunung bareng. Pernah kerja bareng di suatu acara intra kampus dengan jadi koordinator bareng. Berlanjut sampe bantuin gw skripsian, ya cukup diandalkan lah buat dimintain tolong buat sekedar jemput gw subuh2 di stasiun kereta atau saling support selama koas yg bikin orang vulnerable karna jauh dari orang tua dan tuntutan kerjaan yang bikin lelah hati dan pikiran. Oh tapi ga cuma2 jg dong dia bantuin gw karena yg ada jg dia butuh gw, tiap stase pinjem buku gw, pinjem alkes pun dan ga lupa jg minta operan stase pdhl kita stase bareng aja gapernah jadi senior junior stase jg ga pernah. Entah itu modusnya buat selalu ada bahan ngobrol sama gw atau main bareng gw atau emg simply dia ga modal aja anaknya. Sempet dikecewain karena ternyata pa
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Fairytale in disguise in Russia

  If I can describe a word for Russia it could be a Fairytale. It has too many beautiful things that you can only see in let say disney princess movies (?) happen in real life. From The castle, the museum, the campus building until the metro station underground. My favourite one would be the chandelier and the amber stone for jewerly and decoration inside the palace and museums. I am so in love with their architectural design. Indeed it showed their pride as one of the superpower country back then. Yet you can still see the remaining of it traces in every corner of their street and building. Russia's metro subway in Moscow and St. Petersburg are famous for its beauty because it has different theme in every metro along with the architectural design. Who said infrastructure isn't important? Well I guess it is fundamental in any country who want to be developed. As it is built to accomodate people transfer and hence support the economy later on.   My trip to Russia was a blessin

Twin City of St. Petersburg

     Ini kali kedua saya di host di kota yang bernama St. Petersburg. Namanya boleh sama tapi kotanya beda jauh, yang    satu dingin banget satunya lagi panas banget. Tapi bukan itu yg mau saya ceritakan. Ini tentang mimpi siang bolong saya yang alhamdulillah dikabulin sama Allah so you can say another bucket list checked off.   Waktu dulu saya mau brgkt ke US saya berandai klo bisa dapet state yang ga begitu dingin winternya dan banyak theme park nya meski saya ga paham bgt geografi tiap states di US, lalu tau2 saya dapet placement di St. Petersburg, Florida yang cuma kira2 1 jam aja dari Disneyworld yang ada di Tampa, Florida. Ga cuma itu sih themeparknya yg mereka punya tp banyak lagi jadi saya bisa ke sana hampir tiap bulan.   Terus juga waktu saya ke singapur ikut AMSC, saya dulu pingin banget ikut brgkt conference amsa jadi peserta lomba dan alhamdulilllah kesampean juga.   Lalu pas ke croatia, saya pingin sekalian euro trip karena  emg udh lama pingin bisa jelajahi benua eropa b

Being Educated

Lately I have this thought on my mind that how would the future generation of this nation would be dream of in terms of occupation. I feel sad knowing that kids jaman now when asked what do they wanna do in the future, instead of saying being a doctor, an engineer, or even pilot or astrounout like what was popular back in those days of my 90th generation, now guess what they wanna be? A Comedian or an Artist! I am not saying those two profession aren't as good as the others that 90th generation kids dreamed of but.. if you see the phenomenon nowadays and link to the statement of one magician that turned to be an artist who had a tv show in which I like and used to watch tv just to watch it because it contain good materials said that he blame artist and tv shows that showed inappropriate stuff. So I figured now I think that might be one of the reason why I stop watching tv. I was talking to one of my cousin who worked in the broadcasting and one of tv station, she said that it&

Thoughts on giving up? Nope

When strolling over any of my social media. This end of year full of travelling and marriage pictures. And I could jus t have my mind wander while my body sit still on the night shift in emergency room or else waiting for the doctor to visit the ward as I've done my morning follow up of the patients.  I would never regret to choose this profession as this could make you more mature and have developed a great sense of patience. Dealing with various kind of people makes you grateful and at the same time for the sake of humanity you have to help any kind people regardles they are criminals. In which deep inside if you forget that you are a doctor and had pledged the hipporatic oath, why would you want to help that residivis who had stolen cell phone and wallet of the society and let the society beat them to death if the police officer didn't bring it to the emergency room in hospital in which I happen to be on the night duty in the middle of the night. Christmas night. While I ha

What's the purpose of life?

I realize that this year I am not really productive in writing (?) I think I am stuck with the coass life of routine then when I have free time I kinda lost my self in unproductive day which I am being lazy the whole day and do nothing except sleep and youtube-ing. Recently I have an enormous urge to travel. As I only have limited amount of free days besides horrendous nightmare hospital shift that cost you a whole day with just doing vital sign checking over the patient, so watching travel vlog would be a medicine for me I guess (?) I really enjoy watching battle trip in KBS World lately where there are 2 travel planner group that go to different cities and countries and there are 100 judges who would vote which one is the best itinerary that drive them to visit that country and follow their itinerary.  It's so much fun knowing that there are so many things out there in this world that we could actually do. So much food, stuff to do and breathtaking landscapes and activ

Ohne dich ist alles doof

Over this past 2016, I was just wondering "Jadi ini rasanya punya support system selain orang tua pastinya yang jauh dari tempat rantau" I know that I could always count on him somehow. I always take care of everything by myself and not really dependent on others but somehow deep down inside you know that you cannot tackle anything just by yourself. One of my friend even called me "Strong Independent Women". Well I said, I still need some men to protect me though. I feel like you need someone to cheer you up and that you could tell anything you've been through over the rough and excited days. You need someone who understands your feeling and what just happened to you without you tell and just sensing it. You can talk over just about anything from things happening in world out there to just silly things of everyday life. You can share what's in your thought and how you feel without being judged and feel comfortable. You just happened to be a friend of mine. A