Whimsical Journey of My Life

Kotatsu: Kopi atau Susu K: "Menurut Mas, ya, lebih enak mana. Lampu merah yang ada penghitung mundurnya. Atau yang tidak? B: "Hmm.. Dengan penghitung mundur. Supaya sambil menunggu, bisa melakukan hal yang lain. Kalau waktunya sudah dekat, bisa bersiap dan bergegas." Kalau kau? K: "Tanpa penghitung mundur. Menunggu jadi seru saat kita tak tahu kapan akan berakhir. Kita akan menghargai setiap detik penantian." B: "Masa?" K: " Iya. Nilai sesuatu lebih berharga saat kita belum memilikinya. Atau, sudah tak memilikinya lagi." B: "Kan, lebih enak kalau tahu semua kenyataan. Apa adanya," K: "Kadang tak tahu, lebih baik dari tau. Lebih baik daripada tau sesuatu tapi tak jujur. Atau tau setengah-setengah, tapi ujungnya kita salah menduga. Atau yang jujur, tapi terlalu pahit." B: "Saya menyimak" K: " Allah itu Mahacanggih. Nggak semua hal dikasih tau ke kita. Karena kita belum siap tau kenyataannya...

Which one do you think more sinful? Just wondering... Commit Murder Having thought to suicide Rape or having sex before marriage Addicted to drug Drunk or consume alcohol Steal/rob/taking something not in your possession Corruption Fighting Nepotism Cheating Disobey your parent Gossiping or talking about someone behind their back What's the biggest impact if you commit one of those sin? Only yourself? Your family? friend? relatives? group of people? community? nation?  I hate to say these as I growing up, but once I become an adult, it feels like you only need to survive in this cruel world and pretend those kind of things doesn't exist even though it is happening right in front of my eyes. As the humanity philosopher said "People are basically good" and only the power of social loafing make them loosing their identity to still exist in that group if I may added.  Well who knows? I'm not saying that I don't commit sin or whatsoever ...

There was one Taiwanese boy once asked me "Is that okay for a Muslim girl to hold hand with a guy?". "It was from last night game, the AMSC Olympics. Oh you didn't join the play?" "Yeah, I was preparing for my presentations so I take a break and prepared"  I have no idea what should I actually answer to that boy, and I said "Shaking hand is okay I think" and he said "Yeah, I know shaking hand is okay, but how about holding hand while we're playing last night?" and I said "Well, it really depends on the person and the intention I guess", then I call another muslim friends from Bangladesh to explain but he wasn't really focus on the question and then we were talking about different topic. Then still with curiosity, I asked my Muslim Malaysian friend about this, which she was also a girl. I like her answer though which kinda bit the same with my answer previously but in a more elaborative way. Interesting righ...

Okaay so this is the first time I go home really early in the Ident Day! Biasanya maghrib baru beres pulang, sholat ashar juga sebelum ujian ident, nah ini baru masuk ashar aja udah di suruh masuk ident. Tapi good things nya jadi bisa balik cepet, buat ngerjain BBDM, well sama curhat bentar lah numpang nge-bloggy (:P) ga terlalu capek kemaleman baliknya sama dapet BBQ! haha biasanya cuma tinggal sayur2an klo gw keluar, lumayanlah masih dapet seafood, ayam gitu, cuma nyobain seafood nya sih tapi, but still delicious though bikinan dosen2 tercinta, haha..  Well I know that it means nilai pretest gw sangat hancur sampe orang-orang aja bilang tumben gw awal-awal hiksss... sedih banget ga tuh.. Padahal ini situs pertama yang gw baca diktatnya full ampe habis kagak pake longkap-longkap! Iyap I know karna pasti pretest pertama gw yg notabene nya lg sakit radang tenggorokan parah dan kecapean pulang dari Bandung abis Temilnas terus besoknya suruh pretest langsung visceral yang 50 halam...

I'm actually really grateful that I decided to join this short semester (well since my grades aren't good enough as the last semester though) but it also because I start to join many events and activities held by various organisations on campus so it quiet worth it to stay here quite longer than usual. As I have mentioned I think in my previous post about how the atmosphere feel more like a family than just a friendship. Anyway, I'm glad that Allah always give me a best opportunities that I can take in every decision that I made. It allowed me to do more productive activities and things that I like instead of just killing the time during holiday to burn my stress out doing nothing than massive sleeping hours, hanging around at the mall and watching television.  In the last semester I got to do YES Berbagi project and this semester I got to do social project with Pengmas family such as Apanjo (Anak Panti Jompo) and Children National Day (Hari Anak Nasional) also strengt...