Whimsical Journey of My Life

I realize that this year I am not really productive in writing (?) I think I am stuck with the coass life of routine then when I have free time I kinda lost my self in unproductive day which I am being lazy the whole day and do nothing except sleep and youtube-ing. Recently I have an enormous urge to travel. As I only have limited amount of free days besides horrendous nightmare hospital shift that cost you a whole day with just doing vital sign checking over the patient, so watching travel vlog would be a medicine for me I guess (?) I really enjoy watching battle trip in KBS World lately where there are 2 travel planner group that go to different cities and countries and there are 100 judges who would vote which one is the best itinerary that drive them to visit that country and follow their itinerary.  It's so much fun knowing that there are so many things out there in this world that we could actually do. So much food, stuff to do and breathtaking landscapes and activ...

Over this past 2016, I was just wondering "Jadi ini rasanya punya support system selain orang tua pastinya yang jauh dari tempat rantau" I know that I could always count on him somehow. I always take care of everything by myself and not really dependent on others but somehow deep down inside you know that you cannot tackle anything just by yourself. One of my friend even called me "Strong Independent Women". Well I said, I still need some men to protect me though. I feel like you need someone to cheer you up and that you could tell anything you've been through over the rough and excited days. You need someone who understands your feeling and what just happened to you without you tell and just sensing it. You can talk over just about anything from things happening in world out there to just silly things of everyday life. You can share what's in your thought and how you feel without being judged and feel comfortable. You just happened to be a friend of mine. A...

in·se·cure ˌinsəˈkyo͝or/ adjective 1 . (of a person) not confident or assured; uncertain and anxious. "a top model who is notoriously insecure about her looks" synonyms: unconfident ,  uncertain ,  unsure ,  doubtful ,  hesitant ,  self-conscious , unassertive ,  diffident ,  unforthcoming ,  shy ,  timid ,  retiring ,  timorous , inhibited ,  introverted ;  More 2 . (of a thing) not firm or set; unsafe. If I could describe my feeling in a word now, that could be it, to sum up all of my feeling of "anxiousness". For some reason, lately I felt like I've been left behind in term of anything you may say, education, career, finance, love life, or else, merely I just worried about my future prospect. The reason that trigger me to lead so is that lots of graduation picture in my time line, I chat with my old friends over that issue just to say "Congraduat...

well, dari sekian juta pemuda-pemudi Indonesia generasi 90an yang tumbuh dengan cerita cinta dari bangkitnya perfilman Indonesia yang diawali dengan film nge hits era itu yaitu "Ada Apa dengan Cinta" atau yang akrab kita singkat AADC, entah gw juga ga ngerti kenapa gw bisa jadi salah satu yang kena dampaknya. Seketika lagunya booming lagi, dan cuplikan-cuplikan filmnya muncul di ingatan bahkan dialognya juga keingetan. Di radio, di media sosial, youtube, instagram, what else name it deh. Sukses banget emang media sosial yang satu itu munculin lagi film ini yang endingnya emang sempet nge gantung dulu dan ga happy ending like most kinda fairy tale movies. Entah karena efek hormonal gw yang memang mendukung gw yg jadi lebih sensitif dan rentan buat jadi galau, tapi entah kenapa timing nya pas banget sama kehidupan gw. Sejujurnya emang klo dipikir2 gw emg suka terlalu kebawa film gitu tapi ini bukan drama yang gw bikin2 dan kait2in gitu. It just really happened similar to my st...

Mc 14395 Rc, Mt Ungaran 2050 mdpl I never imagined that in my wildest dream to be actually part of the mountain climber organisation. Well when I watched "Gie" movie I had a thought that would be interesting to join Mapala (Mahasiswa Pencinta Alam) and after joining Emergency Fair and Festival I also want to be one of the medical rescue team (Tim Bantuan Medis/TBM) as well because that just always been my passion since the beginning. I like to be involved in some kind of activities that concern to improve  skills and that's why I still stuck for another year in Diklat (Pendidikan dan Pelatihan) though.  Well that kind of simple thought which I didn't actually intend to be implement it just happened anyway. After Kembak I decided to join Maladica Undip which basically is the nature lover organisation but have division in TBM as well. And voila I did everything it takes to get that official number and being part of the member. Climbing to the mountain is ...

Okaay so this is the first time I go home really early in the Ident Day! Biasanya maghrib baru beres pulang, sholat ashar juga sebelum ujian ident, nah ini baru masuk ashar aja udah di suruh masuk ident. Tapi good things nya jadi bisa balik cepet, buat ngerjain BBDM, well sama curhat bentar lah numpang nge-bloggy (:P) ga terlalu capek kemaleman baliknya sama dapet BBQ! haha biasanya cuma tinggal sayur2an klo gw keluar, lumayanlah masih dapet seafood, ayam gitu, cuma nyobain seafood nya sih tapi, but still delicious though bikinan dosen2 tercinta, haha..  Well I know that it means nilai pretest gw sangat hancur sampe orang-orang aja bilang tumben gw awal-awal hiksss... sedih banget ga tuh.. Padahal ini situs pertama yang gw baca diktatnya full ampe habis kagak pake longkap-longkap! Iyap I know karna pasti pretest pertama gw yg notabene nya lg sakit radang tenggorokan parah dan kecapean pulang dari Bandung abis Temilnas terus besoknya suruh pretest langsung visceral yang 50 halam...

S eminar Muslimah 2013  bersama Tere Liye  THE POWER OF LOVE MANAGEMENT  "Memantapkan Hati Menuju Cinta yang Hakiki" Assalamu'alaikum. Yang ditunggu-tunggu : Seminar Muslimah 2013 bersama  Darwis Tere Liye  THE POWER OF LOVE MANAGEMENT "Memantapkan Hati Menuju Cinta yang Hakiki" Coming soon on 28 APRIL 2013 di kampus FK UNDIP Tembalang Presented by  ROHIS KU UNDIP  dan  FOSIMMIK UNDIP more info : Atika (085728888217) Firsty (083842000393) InsyaAllah akan dibuka stand-stand pendaftaran:  1. Kampus Kedokteran Umum di Tembalang, lantai 2 Gedung B, setiap hari Senin & Jumat, jam 4-5 sore.  2. Masjid Kampus Undip, setiap Selasa jam 4-6 sore. Untuk yg berada di sekitar Undip bisa datang langsung ke stand kami. Terima kasih. Tiket Gold: baris 1 & 2. 40 kursi. HTM 30k Tiket Silver: baris 3 & 4. 40 kursi. HTM 25k Tiket Reguler: baris 5 dan seterusnya ke belakang. 170 kursi. HTM 20k Fasilitas...

Fenomena JGTC Sebenernya super nyesel pergi ke JGTC malem itu instead of attending my relative's wedding. Gw ga tau kalo malem itu ternyata ada resepsi sodara jauh juga di hotel nikko (oh well keluarga gw emang super banuyak dan sering banget deh gw ke kawinan ampe kata temen-temen udah kayak langganan aja, ya mau gimana lagi coba? Selain silaturahmi, lumayanlah makan gratis :P).  Sebelumnya gw ada bimbel (derita anak kelas 3 SMA yang hiburan aja weekend ga ada waktu gara2 jadwal bimbel  -__-) dan hari itu super molor keluarnya, jadi terpaksa baru berangkat abis maghrib. Udah ujan (well I know it's always raining for the last 3 years, and yeah that makes me wonder why don't they change the date to the summer season instead of in the month of rainy season), becek, mobil gw parkir jauh banget di FIB dan pintu masuk & keluar cuma satu, So I have to go around the campus through that small, creepy, pathetic side walk close to that jungle look-a-like garden ...