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I'm currently in such a dilemmatic situation right now. Excited, worried, concern and lots more feelings combine together. I just got a letter from National Student Leadership Conference (NLSC) invited me to represent my high school to attend this conference this summer for Medicine and Health Care program. It is stated that they only select few people across US and around the world based on our academic achievement, leadership potential and other extracurricular activities that we attend. I AM OBVIOUSLY EXCITED TO GO!!! Since I want to be a doctor and medicine & health are definitely my passion!

However, as I read through the letter, application and brochure, I feel like I want to cry. Because the cost are really expensive and also most of the dates are either end of June, July or beginning of August. I'll try to select the Washington DC conference which is held on June 23rd until July 2nd. But my problem is, as I checked the e-mail from my exchange friends our end of states orientation in Washington DC will be on June 28 and we probably going back on July 1st to Indonesia. I really hope I can skip the orientation and attend this conference as I've talked to my dad in Indonesia that he'll work out for the cost and I still can apply for scholarship for this conference.

I really hope that it work well since the deadline for application is on March 15th. I hope I can talk to my Local Coordinator who is planning to visit me next week and maybe I can discuss this with him. FINGERCROSS!!! Ya ALLAH I hope you give the best things for me, I'm sure, since this experience will be really priceless for me and my future career as well. Wish me luck guys :D
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  1. Arya Ondrio ngepostFebruary 27, 2011 at 8:35 PM

    Keep spirit nadya! best of luck for you. Allah will give the best answer for it. ikhtiar, dan tawakal ya!

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