Whimsical Journey of My Life

There's a lot of things going on lately that force me to think and think and think and somehow it also make me more sensitive for some reason, like it's hard to control my emotion. Small silly mistakes could made me irritable and that make me felt like I'm the bad guy over here because I always feel like people forgotten me or left me out. It was initially started with my birthday.  I know that I'm not actually such a romantic friend who would always be the initiator to held a surprise party or giving a present when my friend have a birthday, I'm just close enough to someone who always tried to remember hardly my friends birthday date (because I'm not actually the type of person who would make such a fuss on party) but I think just a sincere wishes through social media or if I met them in person if I knew that day is their birthday is enough to warm their heart. (At least for me, that just the least thing I want from my closest friend, just to wish me a v...

Which one do you think more sinful? Just wondering... Commit Murder Having thought to suicide Rape or having sex before marriage Addicted to drug Drunk or consume alcohol Steal/rob/taking something not in your possession Corruption Fighting Nepotism Cheating Disobey your parent Gossiping or talking about someone behind their back What's the biggest impact if you commit one of those sin? Only yourself? Your family? friend? relatives? group of people? community? nation?  I hate to say these as I growing up, but once I become an adult, it feels like you only need to survive in this cruel world and pretend those kind of things doesn't exist even though it is happening right in front of my eyes. As the humanity philosopher said "People are basically good" and only the power of social loafing make them loosing their identity to still exist in that group if I may added.  Well who knows? I'm not saying that I don't commit sin or whatsoever ...

List of People around the world that I have met from: Germany Russia Vietnam Brazil Chilli Argentina Venezuela Peru Turkey Saudi Arabia Malaysia South Africa Thailand Turkmenistan Mongolia Phillipines Bangladesh Pakistan India Nepal Japan South Korea Polland Belgium Netherlands France USA UK Australia New Zealand Egypt Italy Austria Croatia China Taiwan Hong Kong Myanmar Cambodia Armenia Guyana Singapore Iran Bosnia and Herzegovina Ghana Morocco Oman Tunisia Georgia Kazhakstan Kyrgyzstan Ireland

There was one Taiwanese boy once asked me "Is that okay for a Muslim girl to hold hand with a guy?". "It was from last night game, the AMSC Olympics. Oh you didn't join the play?" "Yeah, I was preparing for my presentations so I take a break and prepared"  I have no idea what should I actually answer to that boy, and I said "Shaking hand is okay I think" and he said "Yeah, I know shaking hand is okay, but how about holding hand while we're playing last night?" and I said "Well, it really depends on the person and the intention I guess", then I call another muslim friends from Bangladesh to explain but he wasn't really focus on the question and then we were talking about different topic. Then still with curiosity, I asked my Muslim Malaysian friend about this, which she was also a girl. I like her answer though which kinda bit the same with my answer previously but in a more elaborative way. Interesting righ...

in·se·cure ˌinsəˈkyo͝or/ adjective 1 . (of a person) not confident or assured; uncertain and anxious. "a top model who is notoriously insecure about her looks" synonyms: unconfident ,  uncertain ,  unsure ,  doubtful ,  hesitant ,  self-conscious , unassertive ,  diffident ,  unforthcoming ,  shy ,  timid ,  retiring ,  timorous , inhibited ,  introverted ;  More 2 . (of a thing) not firm or set; unsafe. If I could describe my feeling in a word now, that could be it, to sum up all of my feeling of "anxiousness". For some reason, lately I felt like I've been left behind in term of anything you may say, education, career, finance, love life, or else, merely I just worried about my future prospect. The reason that trigger me to lead so is that lots of graduation picture in my time line, I chat with my old friends over that issue just to say "Congraduat...

I found this on my friend's post.. Exactly, this what answered up my wonder. Should we lowered up our standard? The answer is truly yours.. Walk together in the same path, then you're deserved for each other -NA

It's been a tough week which require a legit physical strength to get through. So to start this adventure I'm aware that when I firstly decided to join nature-lover-organisation-kinda-thing, I would have to get involved more in exploring the nature. Well jadi selama seminggu ini kurang lebih all of my day occupied with activities that demand extra energy. Dari hutan lereng gunung, Susur Sungai, Camp di Pantai, komplit lah menjelajah alam nya sampe komplit juga bikin masuk angin dan mual. "Gak nyangka semester 7 ternyata ga selowong yang kita kira" "Well nad, sibuk itu pilihan kali" "Gw sampe udah kebal, udah ga bisa ngeluh sama marah lagi" Itu sepenggalan thoughts temen2 yang mereka lontarin ke gw, ketika gw terkadang ngeluh dan kita sama2 di hadapin sama berbagai hal di luar ekspektasi kita sih. So dimulai dengan gw mengemban dua amanah jadi Sie acara di kedua event yang emang venue nya di alam gitu (bahkan jadi Koor di sa...