On the beginning of the year I was shocked because suddenly I have to be bridesmaid not just for one wedding of my friend but there are 3 more to go. Yeah, all of my best friend from high school are also getting married this year, can you imagine that? I was so surprised that they were proposed by the end of the year last year then suddenly one by one all of them are informing their wedding dates. I was already attending wedding almost every month starting last year but what shocking me is that I have to be the bridesmaid four time this year, it just that I am so happy for them but at the same time feeling insecure because of their "settled" life coming ahead. I know that everyone have their own time zone in their life, that they will arrive times when you are getting married and have a job and have a family and wonderful life and so forth. It just that maybe next year everything would change. My friend would not single anymore and they might be pregnant or having babies an