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What's the purpose of life?

I realize that this year I am not really productive in writing (?) I think I am stuck with the coass life of routine then when I have free time I kinda lost my self in unproductive day which I am being lazy the whole day and do nothing except sleep and youtube-ing. Recently I have an enormous urge to travel. As I only have limited amount of free days besides horrendous nightmare hospital shift that cost you a whole day with just doing vital sign checking over the patient, so watching travel vlog would be a medicine for me I guess (?) I really enjoy watching battle trip in KBS World lately where there are 2 travel planner group that go to different cities and countries and there are 100 judges who would vote which one is the best itinerary that drive them to visit that country and follow their itinerary.  It's so much fun knowing that there are so many things out there in this world that we could actually do. So much food, stuff to do and breathtaking landscapes and activ

Ohne dich ist alles doof

Over this past 2016, I was just wondering "Jadi ini rasanya punya support system selain orang tua pastinya yang jauh dari tempat rantau" I know that I could always count on him somehow. I always take care of everything by myself and not really dependent on others but somehow deep down inside you know that you cannot tackle anything just by yourself. One of my friend even called me "Strong Independent Women". Well I said, I still need some men to protect me though. I feel like you need someone to cheer you up and that you could tell anything you've been through over the rough and excited days. You need someone who understands your feeling and what just happened to you without you tell and just sensing it. You can talk over just about anything from things happening in world out there to just silly things of everyday life. You can share what's in your thought and how you feel without being judged and feel comfortable. You just happened to be a friend of mine. A

#quarterlifecrissis

On the beginning of the year I was shocked because suddenly I have to be bridesmaid not just for one wedding of my friend but there are 3 more to go. Yeah, all of my best friend from high school are also getting married this year, can you imagine that? I was so surprised that they were proposed by the end of the year last year then suddenly one by one all of them are informing their wedding dates. I was already attending wedding almost every month starting last year but what shocking me is that I have to be the bridesmaid four time this year, it just that I am so happy for them but at the same time feeling insecure because of their "settled" life coming ahead. I know that everyone have their own time zone in their life, that they will arrive times when you are getting married and have a job and have a family and wonderful life and so forth. It just that maybe next year everything would change. My friend would not single anymore and they might be pregnant or having babies an