Whimsical Journey of My Life

well, dari sekian juta pemuda-pemudi Indonesia generasi 90an yang tumbuh dengan cerita cinta dari bangkitnya perfilman Indonesia yang diawali dengan film nge hits era itu yaitu "Ada Apa dengan Cinta" atau yang akrab kita singkat AADC, entah gw juga ga ngerti kenapa gw bisa jadi salah satu yang kena dampaknya. Seketika lagunya booming lagi, dan cuplikan-cuplikan filmnya muncul di ingatan bahkan dialognya juga keingetan. Di radio, di media sosial, youtube, instagram, what else name it deh. Sukses banget emang media sosial yang satu itu munculin lagi film ini yang endingnya emang sempet nge gantung dulu dan ga happy ending like most kinda fairy tale movies. Entah karena efek hormonal gw yang memang mendukung gw yg jadi lebih sensitif dan rentan buat jadi galau, tapi entah kenapa timing nya pas banget sama kehidupan gw. Sejujurnya emang klo dipikir2 gw emg suka terlalu kebawa film gitu tapi ini bukan drama yang gw bikin2 dan kait2in gitu. It just really happened similar to my st

When you feel down, you just need someone to talk to and you only want them to listen to you, you don't really want to hear their story and get any comment from them about your story too. Because for girls, taking all it out is more important than finding a solution it self, don't you agree ladies? Well whenever I feel lonely and got faraway from home and miss them I actually just wanna talk to them and to be welcomed nicely and calmly. But what I got that she only concern about herself what's going on inside the house, yelling, complaining about the day and people who works with her ignorantly but what I need actually only an ear to listen, I am tired enough of what I had all day here and I just want to hear a great story of the day and a warm welcome in the telephone. Guess what makes me worry too much all day long, because they always made me in hurry, cannot calm down with the situation and blow small things up as it is really matters. In which what I learned from peo

1. My friend used to call me "muwo" in high school stand for muka worried because I always feel worry and tense all the time, I think it just run through my family blood that we are all paranoia  2. The way I behave straight forwardly because I am proud to be Sumatrans in which we stand for what we think is right, no hard feeling although we seem to sound loud and arrogant  3. Life have to to be balance with arts, music and literature so I do scrapbooking, playing piano and reading in my leisure time  4. I collect everything eversince my childhood: cute food eraser from kinokuniya, shells that I collect from the beach, organizer paper, flower soap,candle,jewerlies, scrap paper and photos  5. I am so into history and reinassance ages, I like to memorize events from the past and taking lesson from that, recalling my own memmories from looking out of photo albums, enjoy the classical music and mesmerized by the vintage architecture  6. I like to discuss politics even

Mc 14395 Rc, Mt Ungaran 2050 mdpl I never imagined that in my wildest dream to be actually part of the mountain climber organisation. Well when I watched "Gie" movie I had a thought that would be interesting to join Mapala (Mahasiswa Pencinta Alam) and after joining Emergency Fair and Festival I also want to be one of the medical rescue team (Tim Bantuan Medis/TBM) as well because that just always been my passion since the beginning. I like to be involved in some kind of activities that concern to improve  skills and that's why I still stuck for another year in Diklat (Pendidikan dan Pelatihan) though.  Well that kind of simple thought which I didn't actually intend to be implement it just happened anyway. After Kembak I decided to join Maladica Undip which basically is the nature lover organisation but have division in TBM as well. And voila I did everything it takes to get that official number and being part of the member. Climbing to the mountain is

Gorgeous women do not go to Medical School -House I recently mentioned by my high school biology teacher concerning my facebook status of one of my biosquad's friend. Coincidentally I currently watching House MD episodes on DVD and still seeking which one is the best episodes to watch together on FEMUR of AMSA. Well anyway my friend said that he wholeheartedly disagree with that statement but somehow I actually agree with that. It's actually not the gorgeous women go into medschool in the first place are wrong but the point of somehow getting into medschool make you feel not gorgeous anymore. Duh what am I talking about, I don't even understand. But the point of what I am trying to make is actually I feel really lame in here somehow, instead of knowing lots of things going around outside I am stuck memorizing microscopic creatures that might infect you like bacteria or parasites that not even clear to distinguish and some of it may not even pathogenic and that kinda

stag·nant     (stăg′nənt) adj. 1.  Not moving or flowing; motionless. 2.  Foul or stale from standing:  stagnant ponds. 3. a.  Showing little or no sign of activity or advancement; not developing or progressing; inactive:  a stagnant economy. b.  Lacking vitality or briskness; sluggish or dull:  a stagnant mind. If you may take a look of what the tittle means in the dictionary that pretty much describing of what I felt couple of month recently. You might wonder why I always looking for english term or write my blog in english more than in my mother tongue language. I don't know why but I feel more freedom to express my feeling and pull everything out across my head in english, no hierarchy and manner term needed if you get what I mean.  Anyway, I feel like an alien both in the society and to myself, I kinda go away from the crowd and pull my self out from the society which I absent in some routine meeting and just go to my dikti research by myself, maybe I to

So if you read the tittle, it seems like a tittle of book if you may realize or if you might had visited the cartoon web over the internet, yap but the complete tittle suppose to be "Simple thinking about Blood type" but now I don't want to just think about blood type but also blood in general. Me and my friends had observed people and our close friend according to their blood type and the personality they showed based on the korean comic on the web which make me, until now, quite influence by that to judge people after getting to know them. I tend to categorize them according to their blood type and believe it or not, their personality of the same blood type group are indeed almost similar somehow. So I find out that really fascinating to explore. Recently, I just started my new semester in my medical school and we have this new class called clinical pathology where you basically learn about the laboratory skill and screening for patient, mostly included blood sc

*taken from one of my friend's instagram: Hadiah ini bukan dari kami untuk mereka, tapi dari mereka untuk kami. "Sungguh, kami telah menciptakan manusia dalam bentuk yang sebaik-baiknya AT-TIN QS95:4"  #rohisKU   #pantiasuhan Alhamdulilah akhirnya proker terakhir an-nisa selesai dilaksanakan juga mulai dari rencana melakukannya pas sp semester lalu akhirnya kesampean juga pas sp semester ini sebagai penutup dari kepengurusan tahun ini :) Berkesan banget kunjungannya karena acara yang kami susun disambut antusias oleh para anak-anak panti yang memiliki berbagai macam keterbatasan mulai dari menderita hidrocephalus, autisme, cacat, dll.. Acaranya dibuka dengan sambutan ibu panti lalu tilawah dan hiburan oleh om badut yang jago sulap dan pembagian hadiah untuk bermain bersama seperti bola, permainan yang bisa bunyi sampe puzzle, sambil mempersiapkan waktu buat an-nisa voice dan puppet show latian dulu sebelum tampil. Seru juga puppet show yang kolaborasi sam

Ergggh I don't even know where to start because I have a lot to say since lots of things are going on these past month. It's really a good start this year for me since I've done many good and interesting activities although I'm aware that it's not a good start to open this year with natural disaster for Indonesia. We have to pray more then.. So yeah although I'm kinda sad because my mom keep saying that I don't really miss her that much so then I only coming home for a week and then go back to Semarang. But I try to explain to her that I think I can be more productive and maximized my time wisely here to do activities that have more benefit compare to if I only stay home. I feel that now, if I'm coming home I feel that everybody already have their own life, like my brother go to school, my dad go to work and my mom with her friends and what I can only do just follow her around to go out because that it's not that easy to arrange meeting to hang out